Selamat Tahun Baru 2019.
Semoga kehidupan tahun ini menjadi lebih baik lagi dari tahun yang sebelumnya.
Tahun barun ni I do hope agar I dapat hadapi segala rintangan dgn lebih baik berbanding tahun2 sebelumnya.
Tahun sebelum ini, I did react badly everytime challenges occured. There were times I questioned kenapa ia harus berlaku to me. I mcm tak boleh nak accept. And in returned, I do a lot of nonsense things.
But on the flip side, I did a few things which I planned to do few years down the road. But an opportunity occured to make it happened last year. And this year I already had in my mind a few projects which will kept me occupied throughout the year.
And due to that, I made a concious effort to disangage myself from few social media such as Facebook and Instagram at least for this whole year. I made this decision after some indepth thought. Firstly I cannot gainned and gave benefits to the community out there. Secondly, I am afraid I cannot uphold my intention. Who knows down the road my selfless intention will become a selfish persue.
When I was an active instagrammer, I usually read and re-read my feeds so many times because I wanted it to be something that brought benefits to someone out there. If I felt some uneasiness on certain feeds, I usually deleted them. I am afraid if what I wrote in the name of goodness were actually seen as arrogant in the eyes of Allah. I'm afraid what I wrote and will write will become my burden sins that will eat me up in Hereafter.
That's why I decided to take myself off from social media because I worried I cannot control myself. The intention is to finish my mission Insya-Allah this year and will see what happen along the way.
I just wanted to focus on my blog writing as I considered this a platform to familirize myself in writings.
My new year resolutions actually are not too complicated as I used to have. Just some basic simple and achieveable goals. Insya-Allah. Ameen...
